Why A Messy Life?

Mmmmm. Considering what I am in now... I would say it's quite messy.
Not that I look or portray myself as messy...
It's just that life hasn't been too kind to me lately.

But when has life ever been kind all the time?
I believe this is just a phase... But when will this end?
WHEN...

Playing in background: Criminal - Fiona Apple