Useless X'mas Gifts

As i opened my some of my xmas gifts
(ok... its not boxing day yet, so what?)
i asked myself what the purpose of getting
all these gifts that

1. i dont need
2. i dont like
3. add to the messiness of my room

Perhaps recycle is a suitable word
for next xmas.

Anyway, i am waiting for my santa tonite...

Crazy - Alanis Morissette

All I Want For Christmas

As i was shopping for xmas gifts...
i realised what i really want for xmas is...
an electrical shaver.

How Do I Live - Le Ann Rimes

My Heart Shall Remain Closed

What a nite...

First, the crisis with my mom.

And later, when i came back
to my room, Yew told me something
i'd rather not know.

Yew Eh, i wanna tell u something.

Me Okay, wat's it?

Yew Your ex want to tell you that
he went to xxx 6 months ago and he
loves you still.

Me What other rubbish he told you?

I told Yew not to deliver anymore
messages and forbide him from
saying anything about me to my ex.

I dont know if i did the right thing...
but when Yew told me that he had
a message for me... my heart beat
so fast... it was overwhelming...

But the door is closed... and shall
remain closed.

Left Outside Alone - Anastacia

Everything Will Be Fine

I didnt take it as something too bad.
At least it wasnt terminal. I guess it
hasnt struck me yet, then.

Tonite i felt it... I wanted to do something
but i didnt know what. I felt so helpless.

Mom, everything's gonna be fine.

Out Is Through - Alanis Morissette

Thankful For These Two Friends

Today managed to leave work early,
so met up with Edward and Kylie.

Went to bangsar village and had
some difficult time deciding what
to eat. After a while, we settled
for chinese.

It was really good catching up.
Bitching about the office (i used
to work there) and listening to all
their grouses and complains...
and talking bad about my
ex-colleagues. Haha.

We were joking and laughing
at all time. But i realised that
beneath that, we are all unhappy,
going through some rough period
in our lives.

Although i wasnt too happy
at my previous company,
one thing i am thankful of...
was getting to know both
Edward & Kylie.

I do not know what pulls us
together. Maybe it was our age?

We were secretive about our age
when we first went out. I remember
we went to a nice eating place
in a garden of greenery. I think its
called Naili. Somewhere in Sentul.
It must have been in the first month
i started working there.

We kept each other guessing about
how old we were. Turned out we are
about 5 years difference, with me
being the youngest, but never the
baby. Mmm maybe a little babying
with Edward. Haha after all, he's
my jie jie (big sister).

From that day onwards, we spent
more time together, becoming
closer, getting to know each other
better.

Now that i have left my previous job
for more than half a year, we see
each other less. And I do miss
them a lot.

They are the few people who
have carved a mark on my heart.

Don't Forget About Us - Mariah