Sharapova is #1

So what she lost to Serena at the Aussie Open final?
The IT girl of tennis is back to the top of the world
ranking. Maria won the Wimbledon in 04 and the
US Open last year. I hope she will win more Slam.

This girl plays with full determination, yet her movements
are very elegant. Kinda reminds me of Anna Kournikova,
but at least Maria plays to win.

Born To Make You Happy - Britney

Swim

I did a 20 lap swim this evening.
Felt so good.

Counting Down The Days - Natalie Imbruglia

Tears Again

Again, tears run down my eyes...

Why do i feel so fucking down
these two days... perhaps it was
the one-month anniversary thingy
(since we split)? Or that his birthday
is approaching?

I told myself after the split, that i will
limit myself to one cry per day...
That will be an achievement for me,
as i practically cried once every hour
after my last break up.

I managed that quite well, some days
once, some twice, some none... but
after one whole month, why am i still
crying? How long will it take this time?
I do not want to spend another year
getting over another man.

I loved you deeply, and still do. But i feel
that i have to close my heart. I don't know
what's going on... what's on your mind...

You say you love me still... but is love
alone enough to carry us thru?

You are breaking my heart...

Angel Standing By - Jewel on youtube
where is my angel... where...

In Memoriam PSA

Nothing to shout about...
but it has a very good intention.

Singapore Short Film THE LETTER

Talking about suicide, i came across a short film
on youtube few days ago. It is based on the life
of a young singaporean boy.

Personally there's nothing superb about the acting
nor the production, but the fact that it is based on
the life of a gay boy made it something special.

It's more than 25 mins long, so please be patient.
Worth the wait.




Credits to the director & all...

Martina Hingis

She has won 5 Slams and was ranked #1 for over
200 weeks before retiring in 2002 due to injuries.
She is the youngest #1 ranked player ever.

Martina Hingis, returned to competitive tennis in
2006 and made QF at the Australian Open. She
made it back into the Top Ten, and will be #5 after
Australian Open 2007.

Will she win another Slam? I hope she does...

Call On Me - Eric Prydz

SUICIDE HELP

This is a report from StarOnline today. Sad case.

South Korean actress and pop singer U-Nee
was found hanged in her home last Sunday.

The online version of the South Korean daily
Chosun Ilbo reported that the 26-year-old singer’s
grandmother found her body in her 22nd-floor
apartment in Seo-gu, Incheon.

U-Nee is believed to have been suffering from
depression.

U-Nee’s 71-year-old grandmother, identified only
as Lee, said she returned home from church to find
her granddaughter hanging from a doorframe.

U-Nee had allegedly posted her feelings of loneliness
on her website earlier.

“I feel everything is empty. I am again walking down
a path to reach a destination that I don’t know,” the
posting said.

What's my take on suicide? I believe that a person has
the rights to decide on his / her own life. This doesn't
mean that i support suicide. But i believe that many of us
have had suicidal feelings, and may have friends who
had either attempted or committed suicide. I lost a cousin
to suicide and have few other friends who had attempted.

One thing i believe is the best to do, is to get help. Talk
to someone... friends, family, doctor... there is always
someone out there who is willing to listen...

Befrienders Worldwide - a very useful website that has
the contacts of suicide-prevention centres around the world.
If you can reach a phone, you can get someone to listen
to you!

Your Girl - Mariah

Tears

I don't know why. Tonite i feel extremely down.
Tears roll down my eyes. I just couldn't control
my emotions. I do miss him a lot. I feel so helpless
and wonder why our relationship ended.

Did we not try hard enough? Or was luck not on
our side?

One Month Ago... On Xmas Eve...

Today, exactly a month ago, on Xmas eve...

We parted ways...

It still hurts...

We Belong Together - Mariah

Mauresmo Is Out

My favoritest tennis player is out of the Australian Open.
Amelie Mauresmo, the defending champion, and my darling
was taken out by Lucie Safarova 6-4 6-3.

She had her breakthrough just last year by finally winning
her first Grand Slam - the Australian Open after years of
being in the circuit - after 9 long years of reaching her first
Grand Slam final in 1997, also in the Australian Open.
However, she was given a w/o by Justine Henin-Hardenne
in the final, and many were sceptical of her win down under.

Amelie proved them wrong by winning the prestigious
Wimbledon months later, this time beating Justine in
a complete match.

She also reached the semi final of US Open but lost to
eventual champion, the irresistable Maria Sharapova.

She has always been labelled as a choker. Always one
of the finest players on tour, she lost when it mattered most.
However, 2006 proved to be a great year as she won
the Australian Open and Wimbledon, and also was the
#1 player on tour for many weeks.

I wish Amelie would make a great return in the French Open,
my favouritest of all Slam.

One-Year Wish-Come-True

As i was reading some of my old posts here, i came
across something interesting.

Almost a year ago, on 25 January 2006, i was asked
few questions in an interview game with Gay Banker.

Here is one of the questions... and the answer i gave.

Question 4
Your blogger name implies that your life is a mess!
So can you name just one thing that you're going
to do in 2006 to sort your life out?

Answer
I hate you GB! Why must you ask such difficult
question? Question that made my head ache
thinking about it?

... after much thought, and headaches...

Get a really nice bf who can cuddle me to sleep
everynite so that i wont have anymore sleepless
nites...

GB... can i have more than 1?

Strangely enough, this really materialised. I met
this amazing man and we hit it off instantly. Started
a serious relationship and all my sleepless nites
were gone... i still slept late (or early morning)
throughout last year, but on many nites it was because
i was online, chatting with my bf. On other nites, i just
chose not to sleep early...

Unfortunately, it didn't last long enough. We broke up
on before 2007 came... Sadly, this was just a one-year
wish-come-true thingy...